After some anger and crying last night, today has shifted my perspective a bit on this whole seeming set-back.
It's actually a good thing that I'm getting these tests. I was soooo frightened about going back to chemo. Maybe that's why I can't digest anything! Anyway, getting the tests definitively answers both myself and my oncologist about the most important question in my life right now: whether going forward with chemo is safe or not.
I will have that answer by Friday.
And best of all, not being able to go forward with the chemo has made me actually look forward to the time when I will be able to.
So how's that for a higher purpose to all this?
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